HEY, HIGHER POWER… ARE YOU HEARING ME?

 
Higher Self of Carolyn Gervais

Why does life seem like it is falling apart?   What am I not doing that I need to do?  Nothing seems to make sense!   What is going on here?   What direction should I take?  Am I going to survive?  Higher Power, are you hearing me?

Does this sound like anyone you know?  There are hundreds of thousands of people all over the world right now that are asking themselves these very questions.  Feelings of guilt, shame and failure are becoming common feelings for many, including those who have always been successful and in control of their lives but who now find themselves having to deal with loss of security, and downsizing in all areas of life.  For the first time, humans are taking jobs they thought they would never have to, just to survive.  So what is happening?

Chaos, greed, hate and selfishness in the world, are at epidemic proportions, practically everywhere on your planet Earth right now.  One reason for this is that, very young souls are incarnating at a larger and larger rate.  Why?  The universal light force energy that is pouring into your planet at this time is attracting more young souls.  The next largest soul age on the planet is the Mature Soul population.   The smallest soul age population consists of the Old Souls, which is continually increasing as the light quotient increases.  Old Souls are on the planet to raise the consciousness level with their soul energy and to recapitulate wisdom, consciously or unconsciously.   They have also come to partake in the fruits of their labor for the many roles they have played in a vast amount of human incarnations that has helped bring the evolution of mankind this far.   

The abundance of Young Soul energy on the planet right now can be very frustrating for the Mature Souls and this is especially so for the Older Souls since the level of soul awareness between the Young and Older Soul mentality is so extreme.  Young Souls now have a much greater chance to open at the heart level for the first time while in human form…which will push them ahead hundreds of lifetimes so that they will be prepared to become a self-aware, soul- infused asset for the new Earth that is manifesting as we speak.  It is the Young Soul mentality that propagates greed; controls life through ego manipulation; has selfish motives; war like behavior;  squanders  resources; feeds corruption in big corporations, governments and the world media, to mention a few .  On the positive side, it is the Young Soul mentality that creates most of the planet’s jobs because Young Souls love to build businesses and rule their own roost.

You might be asking, what determines a Young Soul from a Mature or Old soul.  All souls who have incarnated on the Earth in the various stages of evolution have done so in order to evolve in soul/self awareness, through the challenges each soul sets up for him/herself before incarnating.   Growth in awareness is dependent on the type, the degree, the intensity and the soul depth the novice is able to go to, while in the midst of his/her experiences.    The intensity,  intent and self acknowledgement during an experience, gradually or more quickly opens one to higher, more refined level s of one’s self, on the evolutionary spiral of life.   The young souls are considered Young Souls until they have developed and opened on non-ego levels of the heart.    Once the heart is sufficiently open, one begins to feel a connection to, and a responsibility toward the rest of humanity.  This type of connection can only occur as the soul human evolves in awareness during the natural course of its human lives.

Hard as one may try, no one can open on a soul level until they have first opened on the heart level, where human and soul connections happen.  This realization moves the Young Soul into the Mature Soul aspect where all kinds of emotions bubble to the surface and deeply affect the life of the Mature Soul in unpredictable ways.    As emotion develops and envelops, compassion is born.  Next comes honesty and integrity as the Mature Soul gradually learns to understand his/her emotions and the challenges those emotions bring to life.  

When emotion is brought under the control of self- knowledge; knowledge that is gained through many incarnations of human experience… that self- knowledge gradually transforms human emotions into self-awareness.  Self-awareness then extends to encompass soul awareness, which then moves one into the later levels of the Mature Soul age and then into the Old Soul energy, or state of being.    Gradually or quickly, soul awareness at the astute levels of Old Soul perception, open one to various frequencies of universal wisdom, which has been called the Higher Mind, Akashic Records, Universal Mind, Creative Force and Life Source energy.   

Of course the way we have just explained the evolutionary process of the human soul, one might think  it to be somewhat cut and dried, black or white and maybe even good or bad.  But it is far from any of these.  You see, there are no real boundaries anywhere, let alone those that determine one soul age from another, when viewed outside of the time continuum.   Yet, there are no boundaries more concrete and real, than the boundaries of human perception.  And each human’s perception is unique in the way it hears, sees and understands.  Unfortunately, the language of perception is not infallible but it is the best form of communication when working with the human mind.

It is, after all that is said and done, human perception that has brought chaos and selfishness; the greed for money, power and hate, to this point of expression on your planet Earth.  And now human perception has to clean it up, so to speak, with a new perception of integrity that sees all life as one life.   That is the kind of perception that opens hearts, creates compassion and inspires soul/inner searching.  And it is this type of  perception  that is transforming and transcending the old energy and bringing in the new; while at the same time causing all the buried self- corruptive energy in each human, to re-surface; be seen and transformed into an energy that befits the emerging new you and new Earth.

Unfortunately this transformation process has unleashed such a huge wave of suppression that the Earth and its inhabitant’s feel they are being forced to give up wanted lifestyles.    But it is you dear ones who are asking that these changes take place.  Your free will as Essence is in the director’s chair you might say.  It feels like force, but that is just the way the ego describes the change.   It means you are ready for something new, something more conducive to your ever expanding Essence. 

Large changes bring with them some aspect of loss but also a gift as you learn to navigate through each obstacle and challenge.  

In the process you may find yourself in temporary positions in life that are uncomfortable because they are not what you know or are use to.  If they are necessary for the time being, flow with them and see where they take you.   They merely serve as doors that must be opened and walked through, while on your path to the new genuine you.

During your life altering processes you will be growing on all levels.  You will be opening to a higher knowledge of yourself and a bigger picture of who you are.  It is the process that remolds you and your life into a new form that will better serve your present inner being.

So go ahead dear one, create anything you want, in any way you choose.  There are no wrong or right ways, only ways.  As long as you are creating with integrity and within the laws of your country, you don’t have to define whether your ego or your soul is doing the creating.

Some of you ask if it is okay to create something you believe to be of your ego, even though it may not be part of your soul plan. And, is it wrong to create from the ego and not from the soul?  Know that you are someone who is very in touch with your inner promptings.  Even though you may think at times that you are creating with only your ego…you are in fact using both soul and ego energy or you wouldn’t even think to ask the question.

Secondly, your soul plan is to grow to the highest level of awareness that you can in human form.  Whatever way you feel lead to do that, you will do it because that is what feels right at that time in your life.  You can only do the best you know how to do in any given moment or you would do something different.  That being the case, what you choose is the best choice at that juncture, to expand your personal awareness.

When you speak of your soul plan, remember it is not written in stone.  You as the soul, plan what you are wanting to focus on in your life; what relationships you will have and when; the kind of experiences that will come about at various times in your life, in order to give you  opportunity to awaken certain aspects of yourself.  How those all play out in a life are determined by the human ego and the soul contracts you set up with yourself and others.   

Soul plans and soul contracts can be altered or not even used.  Why?  Everything is affected by your free-will, the free will of others in your life, mass free will, your thoughts, feelings, emotions, your ability to discern, what you believe about yourself and every other aspect of your life.  The human ego is like a child, in that it does not know any better way to act until it is taught another way.   But the time comes in everyone’s evolution where the ego naturally falls under the control of the expanding awareness.  That is when the ego begins to be tamed and tempered by the loving understanding of the soul.  This allows the soul and ego to work together to bring balance to the human life/body, it is housed in.   Therefore, one cannot live in human form without an ego.   Trust your inner knowing to go where you feel you are led to go without second guessing yourself as to who is leading, your soul or your ego?

In closing, it is necessary to say that masses of people are going through massive changes in their lives, as is your Earth.  Know that what is taking place, must take place or your human species will never have peace within itself… or on Earth.

To all the dear souls of the Earth, we are with you and behind you sharing our light, our love.  We ask that you have faith in yourselves, in each other, in us and also in your Creator, to help guide you to your human goal of awakening the heart to such depth that you transcend into the light that is your soul Essence.

With Love and Blessings,                                        
Higher Self of Carolyn Gervais

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